"Some 'friends' destroy eachother, but a true friend sticks closer then a brother"
- Proverbs 18:24
This hasbeen my fave verse for a veeeeery long time. To many it would seem like nothing special but to me it's a huge thing in my life. For as long as I can remember friends and family have always been huge things in my life. Wether we be ridiculoudly close friends, just looking for a good laugh or time friends, or a passing by 'hello' friends, ALL my friends mean the world to me.
I've always been thankful, and have voiced my opinion on several occasions because I think my friends deserve to know how good they make me feel, and how much they mean to me. It's taken me so long to be able to accept that, a true friend will stick around through the good and bad, & the highs and lows. I'm very thankful that my true friends, the ones that are closer then a 'brother' are in my life. I know that wherever I go in life although I have many friends, my concrete friends the ones that are all of the above: ridiculoudly close friends, just looking for a good laugh or time friends, or a passing by 'hello' friends. And honestly, I wouldn't change any of them for the world.
I grew up always with the group of guys. My life was basically centered around, "I don't know .. depends on what the guys got planned." I had really no girl friends, and I didn't really care. I don't know if anyone has realized this .. but girls can be mean, lol. I basically just wanted to avoid all of that, and therefore stuck with what was safe .. the boys. I wouldn't consider myself a straight out tom boy or anything, I always wanted a girl friend, but never really wanted to get into the whole girl thing. Although I was with "the guys" I still has "the girl" opinion in many topics. I still think of myself as very blessed to have been able to hang with guys because although I wonder what it would've been like to be with the girls, I learned a lot. They never took life too seriously, and they knew how to have fun out of the most simple things in life. For all I knew the girls were discussing, "who was doing what with who, where and why?" Meanwhile I'm discussing "what would taste better .."
As you grow up you start to see that void and when I started attending DS at the end of gr 8 I hung out with seven amazingly awesome Christian, God filled guys. They literally changed my life and re-defined a lot for me. They showed me how although I can have fun doing one thing with them how important it is to have the female influence in my life. I am very blessed to have been able to spend the time with them I did. Not many 16 yr old girls can say they spent all day Sunday with seven guys ages 19-22, haha. Lol. As I am growing up I am seeing the need to have a "girl friend" and I am happy to say that God has blessed me with the perfect friend(s).
I have one friend and she definetely makes life ineresting for me .. and herself. She can say or do the dumbest things ever and yet at the end of the day I go back ot her. I don't know if you have ever seen the movie, 'Dude, Where's My Car?,' but honestly, that's us in a nutshell. We argue and talk about the craziest things ever and come up with the weirdest scenarios you could ever imagine. She isn't very subtle about really anything .. haha .. and we could spend hours laughing about nothing .. interesting eh? I can tell her basically anything that I need to get off my chest because I know she'll listen and she can handle me being brutally honest and blunt with her. I don't know if anyone has a friend like this, but I reccomend getting one because literally, never a dull moment.
Then there's another when we're together people expect trouble. We laugh for hours about literally nothing. I did an all-nighter with her once which consisted of a 3 am dance party, 4 am trampoline visit, getting ready at 5 am for church, and then a walk accross Belleville to McD's and then to church. Meanwhile all we had that night was AMP Energy Drinks, and Doritos. We managed to stay awake for 26 hrs, both of us working earlier that day. It was pretty awesome. This is my, "this just totally happened.." girl. Whenever something happens thats really extreme, and probably boy re-lated I run to her. Text eachother every detail and we just talk it out. I never had this growing up so to be able to run to someone and be able to just freak out and probably over exagerate about what just happened, is awesome.
I love all my friends with all my heart. As I take the next steps in my life I start to leave behind all the stuff and people I was so use too. I'm done high school, and I'm not quite sure if it's hit me yet, I really don't think it has. But I'mn leaving some people I've gone to school with since JK behind and it's frightening. I wish the best for all my friends in the steps of their lives. I hope God is with them and that they know they can all and will do great things. I didn't get to go to school with all my friends but I am still proud of them all and just hope they know it. Anyways that's it for now.
- - trust the Lord with all your heart.